At first glance, my heart sunk. All I could think in my head was insults about myself and how I look on the images. I was point blank just calling myself names.. And then the more and more I looked, I began to uncover these new emotions. It was like the layers of my thoughts peeling away one by one..
“Ew I look so tacky”….“Delete, I look like a panda”….“Hmm, not sure but If you want you can keep it”….“Yeah keep”…. “Ooo I look feisty”….“Keep”….“I like that one”….“Can I see the others again?”
It was almost stages of grief. At first I was so shocked and lost, but the more and more I looked, the more I accepted them. I ended up keeping most of them and instead of scrutinising myself, I either made it into a unique quality of mine or brought it back to the whole reason I do this and the message I try to promote!
I feel powerful and sexy and this is how all of us should feel. Sexy isn’t a bad thing, It is not objectifying someone, or meaning they are less of a professional or kind human. Feeling sexy is a beautiful and enlightening feeling. It’s loving yourself, your body, your mind, your talents and embracing all the you that there is.Β
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